long nvr post here...
it means that long nvr think of u ..
nono ... ur wrong... it jux means tht i hid all my thots and feelings for u...


been thinkin of u here n there...
as and when..
how i wish u will leave earlier.. however oni i knw deeply i wish u will nt leave...

I wish i wish im nt me..and u are nt u....
i realli hope everything back to the start pt..
i dono how can i stop all this...

mayb i shldnt have meet u two years ltr right..
mayb i  wont be so stupid to fall for u agn

I have calmed down
manage to hide my feelings for u ler

I guess and i realli hope
is ithink too muchiieee
hahaha
~

mayb i wish nth wil happen
if the worst come
i will leave u soon~

decided to write all what i have to say abt u

2 years
how time passed
the feeling of pain remains

Did both of us changed over e years
or did u became more nice to me
as u feel that u owe me over the years

did i think too much
did we grow too close and depended on each other too much

i dono why
i have alot alot of emotions and thots coming up to me

i dono how long i cn still standby behind u
and help u jiayous
i dono when i cn stop being the impt one to u
cos i don feel tht i m impt to u
is jux u hide ur feelings too well
or is i demanded too much from u

I wish everything goes back
how it was~
two years ago
i nvr fell for u
we are still the same

hahahahhahaha